Mornings are important to me; a properly planned and balanced morning is essential to my mental (and emotional) well-being. Just ask Wakizashi if you don’t believe me. Actually, I’m starting to suspect that that’s true for everyone (don’t give me your excuses, I’m not a morning person either – uless 4am counts as morning), I’m still working on the proof though.
Back to my morning… Even more important than my breakfast (which I tend to forget about) is my time of rest and quiet – my time to ground. That really is the best definition for it. I suppose it’s commonly known as a “devotional time”, but I’m still trying to work out what the word devotional means and therefore tend to call it my “quiet time”. Quiet being the essential element in my morning.
It really is a kind of grounding for me. I can literally feel the difference between a morning where I just dived into life (feeling I didn’t have time for Quiet Time or allowing myself to be swept up in some worry or concern without balance), and a morning where I took even just five or ten minutes to breath and focus. It’s hard to describe but, writing that sentence made a phrase pop into my head, which made an image pop into my head – Michaelangelo’s (overused) image of God and Adam reaching for each other. I need to take the time to touch God in my mornings. This grounds me into the reality of who I am, who God is, and gives me some sense of control over my day. Otherwise my day careens out of control and I end up an emotional mess.
Like I said, mornings are important to me. But I’ve finished all the “morning books” I was previously working through (Praying the Names of God, Art&Soul). Many people say that you need time of Bible reading and Prayer (but some specific definition of prayer I suppose) to have a true devotional time (maybe that’s why I don’t use that word), but I find I don’t specifically need those things. That I still manage to meet and find God without such pre-set religious trappings.
For the last few weeks my morning book has been my quote book. I read one or four pages of quotes, highlight the ones I love, and meditate on things like peace of mind, happiness, and acceptance (those are the sections I’ve read so far). But yesterday I went to the library and I’ve added to my morning readings. So far they are perfect for the kind of thing my quiet time needs.
- Selected Poems and Letters of Emily Dickenson Edited by: Robert M. Linscott (my sister loves her so I thought I’d read some of her stuff)
- Writer’s Little Instruction Book: Motivation & Inspiration
- Writing Down the Bones (an absolute essential for any kind of writing work – this is my third time reading it)
My morning is meant to inspire me, make me think about life and the world (and my place in it), it’s meant to remind me of God and our relationship. I know they seem unconventional but these books do just that for me. Today, despite having a short time because I slept in, I feel like flying. Always a sign that my morning has done it’s job and I can expect a good day.
I enjoyed this poem – it spoke to me – so I’m sharing it with you.
It’s all I have to bring today,
This, and my heart beside,
This, and my heart, and all the fields,
And all the meadows wide.
Be sure you count, should I forget-
Some one the sum could tell -
This, and my heart, and all the bees
Which in the clover dwell.
–Emily Dickenson